hello i’m back. the blog went on a bit of a hiatus after the boy’s brother visited last weekend, and i’ve just been too busy playing catch-up with life to get it going again.

but i’m back!

and my commuter bag is not done, my jewelry never posted, cookies were never baked, my orders are almost done, my new products have not even been started, although i have thought of a few new products to work on. UGH. been just that busy. we’ll see how everything goes starting tonight! [ after catching up on last night's missed tv shows of course.... ]

health hasn’t been so great – that plus day-job/night-job/life stress is not-so-wonderful on this little weakling :(

I am going to cape cod next weekend though! [ well, provincetown, massachusetts ]. the boy’s friend from stanford was kind enough to invite us along to share a really cute [ and huge-looking ] timeshare cottage [more like big house, only 5 of us are going, and it's a  3-bedroom, 4-bath house with full kitchen and a hot tub.... um, YESSSS???!! ] , so i think that will be the perfect recharger that i will need.

I’ll be bringing a few bottles of wine for some major chillage too – I hope our local little liquor shop has my new favorite affordable wine [ first had at loie fuller's of providence - yum] : Delas St. Esprit Côtes-du-Rhône Rouge 2007. YUM. if not, yellowtail merlot+shiraz will be my travel buddy.

anyway, more later, once i get my little [big] butt goin’ and craftin’ again!

peace ~

~ d

….yummy. one of my favorite fresh fruit combos, for a very healthy lunch. I’m just gonna ignore the fact that I just horked down a tupperware-ful of pasta about 20 minutes ago….. 0=)

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[ copyright Michael Naples, a very talented artist: http://michaelnaples.blogspot.com/ ]

so I decided what kind of cookies to bake for cube-mate jim + wife [ for helping me advertise to the fish-people world which resulted in my 3 sales yesterday! ]:
- big [ well, big-ish - 3" diameter ish? ] peanut butter cookies, dipped in chocolate
- chocolate chocolate-chunk cookies, maybe also dipped in chocolate
- shortbread – maybe. not sure if I want to do thumbprint again, although I guess I should since I want to get really good at making those perfect!

and that should be good : 3 sales = 3 batches =) I might do extra chocolate-dipped pb’s for the office – we’ll see if I have time.

and I will post tonight on my jewelry pieces! I was busy cutting out all of the many fins and body parts for the Muglies last night [ that guy has so many fins! and x2 .... yeah. haven't even gotten to Snaggletooth parts yet =/ ] Also, I think i’ve been waiting to get the necklaces posted on etsy first – I think they are saleable, but I guess the etsy consumer community will be the better judge of that…. I think $18 for each is reasonable, considering the parts that went into each weren’t exactly cheap =/ we’ll see we’ll see!
that’s all for now. back to my pearplum postlunch lunch!

<3 ~ debby

…. because I just sold 3 more fish on etsy! [ 2 mugly the monkfishes and 1 snaggletooth the anglerfish! ]

once they are made, they will be hand-delivered to a very lovely and [ there's just no better word for her ] COOL scientist who studies monkfish at harvard university! =)

very excited, very happy, and now I will be very busy again, so my piece-a-day week may need to be put on hold until the fish are done [ i ended up making 2 pieces last night though! they weren't supercomplicated or anything, but I like them a lot and think they're quite pretty - i will post pictures when i get home tonight! ].

my joy was a little bit wet-blanketed though by someone who called my “products” too “expensive”. It just made me realize again how hard it is for handmade crafts to become successful businesses here in big-box corporate America, where our consumers are so used to being happily ignorant to where their products come from, how they were made, who they were made by, and how much those people get paid, just so we can get ‘a good deal’.

true craft and worksmanship are overlooked and underappreciated by so many people because these “products” naturally carry a higher price tag, due to how they are made, and how much time and detail goes into these crafts.

what people don’t realize is what they are buying into, when they buy big-box versus artisan; big box factories don’t care about their workers, they don’t care about their suppliers, they don’t care about our resources, they don’t care about how their products are stored, if mites, rats, mold, and other undesirables are kept out (they just throw in some silica gel packets, hope for the best, and sell them anyway, right?). They don’t care because their bottom line is all about profit, and within that profit margin, they are not paid to CARE. Their cookie-cutter mass-produced factory output is made by anonymous hands, designed by anonymous brains, made in obscure sweatshops in exploited countries that perhaps even employ illegal labor, packed by anonymous packers, shipped by un-named ships, handled by who-knows-who, sent to unknown warehouses, distributed to big-box chains to be displayed on long greasy metal shelves, only to be thrown into some clearance bin to be on sale for $5.

And we buy these things for ourselves? for our friends and loved ones? for others’ children? for our own children?

we do, because we have no choice – most of us are not paid enough to have that choice to buy alternative products made with [ i know it sounds cheesy, yet it's so true ] love by people with names and faces.

i understand this, and i appreciate handmade to the utmost – yet i cannot always buy handmade because I cannot afford to. I recognize that most of us cannot afford to.

but all i wish for, is for people to understand that we as consumers have become victims to this kind of goods, products, and market structure and box, to be conscious of what we are buying into when we must buy big-box or branded goods, and to also be conscious that there are alternatives, to choose these alternatives if and whenever possible, and to appreciate and understand handmade alternatives, that they are not “expensive”, and they are not just “products”.

okay, perhaps compared to what we are used to buying in the blue-light bins at Kmart, yes they are expensive – but please, please, please just consider for a moment what went into the pricetag, and what you are buying into, and what you are supporting.

and if what you are looking for is uniqueness, high-quality, being able to trace the material sources, cleanliness, good design, safety (basically everything that we as consumers are told even by our government to look for), then these price tags are not truly “expensive”. you just actually get what you are paying for.

anyway, peace, love and happy crafting, and if you are willing to, take the handmade pledge.

~ debby

….I seriously can’t focus on just one craft for too long, otherwise I get so bored with it!

considering I haven’t sold any other stuffies on etsy, and it’s been kind of a really shitty day, and I’m super restless and antsy cuz I feel like my friday 5pm merged straight into monday 7am so I feel like I didn’t have a weekend, I’m going to refocus my energy this week, and take a bit of a hiatus from fishies.

a few months ago I started dabbling in jewelry design, stopped after buying way too many supplies [ darned ADHD ] , tried to convince myself that it was okay and that I didn’t need to return any of it because I would get into it again at some point [ also due to the ADHD ]….well, it is all okay, cuz that’s what i’ll be doing this week: my own personal a-piece-a-day [ or every two days, depending on the complexity, since I always seem to go over-complex -_- ]. The purpose of these pieces will be for either me to wear or for my etsy shop if they are good enough – or just to post as both a way to vent this extra energy and to make myself keep up with posting on a daily basis. hey, 21 days to build a habit, right?
will be back to update!

<3 ~ debby

ps: educational bit of the day [ well, last night for me ] -
you know that inverted triangular piece that sticks out in front of locomotive trains? no it’s not some train bumper. well actually, okay, yes it is, kinda. it’s called a “Cow Catcher”, and it’s meant to catch cows. Seriously!! apparently in the old days cattle just kinda roamed, and would sometimes roam onto the train tracks; if a train hit something as solid as a herd of cattle, or even just one or two, it would cause serious damage or derailment to the train, not to mention a bunch of dead and/or injured bessies and daisies. So, the Cow Catcher was invented to kind of as-gently-as-a-locomotive-can nudge the cows out of the way without coming to a complete stop. I laughed for a good 10 minutes at least at this mental image. No mental images coming to mind? Here’s a few for ya then:

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[ from www.woodcarversmuseum.com ]

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[ from thepostitproject.blogspot.com

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till next post, <3 ~ debby

…..but i’m not going to cry about it [ yet ]. I will cry about my unused gym membership leeching away my money though….. but I think I now have some things to show for it, so that makes the enlarging tush kinda okay……although I will be rethinking that membership at the end of the month …

At least the first half of March has so far been very productive!

I….:
- filed my taxes for THREE states, blahrg [ and somehow sold my soul to turbotax in the process... ]
- cooked an impressive [ and super delicious ]  7-course meal for the birthday of a very-hard-to-impress chef-ish boyfriend
[ chicken liver pate + cranberry & candied orange jelly + arugula microgreens / mussels somewhat-fra-diavolo / trio of quails: quail #1 - dry spicy 20ish-spice rubbed quail on a bed of greens & a baked stuffed tomato, quail #2 - bacon-wrapped apricot basted & stuffed quail on a bed of spinach & red grape quinoa, quail #3 - plum soy ginger marinated & stuffed quail on a bed of long green beans / pear sorbet with homemade candied ginger and a ginger snap  -  and it ALL turned out delicious, which surprised me immensely... prep took way too long though.... that should be my chef alias: "The Slowcooker", lol... sigh ]
- visited Joe’s Meat Market [ aka the pink meat market due to its hot pink awning ], and was totally wow-ed by the immense amount of cheap fresh meat packed into their tiny shop
- helped make some homemade pancetta….mmmmmmmm, can’t wait for it to finish curing!! will update!!
- did a massive re-org of my war room [ crafties & stuffies sweat shop ], which was no small feat considering my packratted-ness
- worked. and enjoyed it! [ I love being employed, especially these days! ]
- can now officially say that I survived my first east coast winter, with all toes and fingers intact!
- fell in love with Neil Gaiman, whose novels I highly recommend [ especially Neverwhere, Good Omens, and the movie Coraline 3-D ] . I love having train time to just chill, and catch up on good books and sleep :)
- actually made money on ebay [ and got rid of some of the junk from, hmm, only 8 months of being here.... ]
- made a bunch of stuffies and FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY started up my etsy shop! [ yes, after 8 months of talk and experimentation, I have really truly started my crafties and stuffies etsy shop, and had a sale just a few days into it! we'll see if this 'success' continues... ]
- worked on the prototypes for 2 new stuffies that will hopefully have a spot in the shop come April
- cut ‘permanent’ templates of my first 2 stuffies [ they were constantly evolving so I was just using floppy paper templates, but now they are made of chipboard! that's actually a bit of a milestone moment.... ]
- vowed to be better at this whole blogging thing, so here I am….. [ and I will keep this up! really this time!..... I hope......  ]

crafty of the weekend: a ‘city-girl tote’ with all the bells and whistles [ and pockets, etc ] that I wish all of my current totes had, using my current favorite cloth, designer Alexander Henry’s ‘Spotted Owl’ on white [ love love love love love ]   [ purchased from fabricworm's etsy shop  http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=5973558 ] :

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It’s difficult though [ and a lot of work ] , particularly because I am working with vinyl, which is just a difficult material to work with, in and of itself. My strategy to make this a very durable bag and to protect the beautiful owl cloth is to sandwich it between two sheets of clear vinyl and sew that together, with the effect being a single hybrid sheet of cloth, and from there I’m going to add some leather trim on the bottom, top, and straps, some metal “feet” to protect the bottom [ I will probably use some old metal buttons from a very old jacket that didn't quite make it as an ebay sale ], an outside water bottle/umbrella/floor-plans-to-take-home holder…. and we’ll see if it evolves any further as I think of more features that I would like/need. I attempted one out of sunny yellow cotton + white faux-leather vinyl, and it was hard to get a hang of vinyl [ it was tough for my little machine too, but he's quite the trooper ! ] ….. but I will keep trying until I get to a satisfactory perfection level before I actually use my owl fabric!

I also need to find a fun project to do with my favorite fabric of all time, by Heather Ross [ this is harder though since this fabric was SO expensive because it's been discontinued and I don't want to ruin it or not do this wonderful fabric justice! ] :

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hrgoldfishinbags-bjornI love you, bjorn-the-goldfish!!
Things that  I am keeping my fingers crossed for for the rest of March:
- finishing my tote in time for the rainy season so I have a place to hold my monster umbrella [ and of course, posting the final product, maybe in the shop if it's good enough! ]
- a very mild rainy season so I won’t have to use my monster umbrella too often
- finding enough leather goods at salvation army to use for my tote [ just got a beautiful sapphire-blue leather waist belt there a few weeks ago <3 ]
- one new stuffie in the shop before the end of the month
- 2+ fooding posts, with recipes hopefully [ maybe from the boy's bday dinner, I had a few requests for my quail recipes, which kind of happened on the fly... ] . I’m also supposed to make a gargantuan batch of cookies for my cubicle mate Jim who advertised my shop all the way to Harvard U! no sales from there yet, but crossing my fingers for that too…. and if the cookies are good, will post recipes and photos!
- a speedy tax refund cuz extra money is a very good thing
Anyway, this is turning into a novel again [ which is why it's always so hard for me to maintain a blog ], but hopefully I can develop a more long-twitter style of blogging that will make each entry easier to digest, which should be easier once I start blogging more often so I’m not attempting to tell a life story each time …. sorry!!

[ finally ] fin, until next time ~

<3 ~ debby